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Lovely day

Another productive day of work and some over-all “streamlining” of some aspects in my so called “life.”

I feel so much lighter now, and everything is much clearer. Amazing thing how you don’t realize how big a boulder is weighing you down, until you actually let go of it… Hopefully, things will run smoother the next time around.

Picked Cris up and helped ourselves to 80 bucks worth (20 sticks) UP’s famous isaw. As soon as we got home, we obviously had to start eating it before it got cold – we ended up having an early dinner because of it. More of a heavy merienda now that I think about it. We – actually, I finished about 18 sticks.

We then went jacket-shopping with Mom at in Shangrli-la Mall. I came home carrying an awesome leather jacket from Zara, for our trip to the US this Christmas (and of course for any other trip to really cold places). It even comes with a zipper-detachable “hood.” Pretty spiffy if you ask me.

What impressed me even more was the actual product bag they used. It’s like a disposable suiter, which can be folded and “locked” by plastic buttons… and it has a hook on the inside for the jacket’s hanger.

Overall, I’d say it was a lovely day.

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In Voluptate Mors

Yesterday was the last time Cris’ family had to visit their dad in Bilibid. Surprisingly, her dad’s cellmate Abel had something to give me.

I only visited them once, so it was odd that he would have anything for me at all. Maybe it was because Abel realized the reality of being parted with a longtime friend/cellmate – he might’ve given everyone something to remember him. I mean let’s face it, I myself would never want to go back to that place given similar circumstances.

Anyways, the gift he gave me was a pencil sketch of Salvador Dali’s In Voluptate Mors, which is pretty impressive, considering he hasn’t had any formal training. See for yourself:

I never got to know what his story was, but I really hope he gets out soon as well – it would be an awful shame to waste such talent behind bars. If anything, may this post serve as a permanent reminder to those of us who met him, and while we may never see him again, may we remember him.

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Mine’s better than yours

Cris surprised me the other day with what she would call “my delayed birthday gift.”

This is so awesome! I’ve always preferred “practical” over “sentimental” when it comes to gifts. This by essence is extremely practical, but the back-story involved is very endearing. So I’d say she hit two birds with one stone. I guess it’s because we think the same way – for the amount of money it would take to buy her, say, perfume… she’d probably prefer I used the money on a book instead.

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After this, I will forever hold my peace

Last na to.

There’s been a lot of hullabaloo recently, which was related to the issue in my past post.

I know I shouldn’t be even wasting my time on it anymore, because quite frankly it isn’t affecting me or my situation. I may be stepping down one level as a person by even addressing the issue, but I really think I should say this and forever hold my peace… until I get to talk to the guy personally. Hell, I might end up just stating everything here, and save me the time.

Sa lahat ng mga kaibigan ko na nagsabi na wag ko na patulan… patawarin ninyo ako 😉 di ko na matiis eh.

As usual, no names will be involved. I’m not a person who “destroys” reputations behind their backs (or in any way for that matter)… which is hardly the courtesy I’ve been extended. Then again, I didn’t deserve such a courtesy in the first place, so at least it would be reasonable to assume that I’ve already taken enough “flak” to merit as punishment for my actions…

Now we’re even 😉

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Good weekend

Just came from mass today, after like how many years of not going to church. I mean I do go to mass when we have to sing for it hehehe. I guess I was compelled to thank the Lord somehow for everything that has been happening to me.

  • DLSU gets to go to the championships
  • The Tim Henson, “author” of my favorite comedy podcast Distorted View Daily, left me a message on one of my posts
  • Nono hooked me up on a quick racket which gives me some shopping money 😉
  • I’m practically stress free
  • Good things have been developing nicely on the personal life
  • Was able to talk to a person who empathizes with my situation

I was telling Leslie that I was always fearful that bad karma would come my way for all the bad stuff I did (intentionally or not) in the past years of my life, and believe me, there have been quite a lot. And that painful jolt would beat me into shape.

But surprisingly, the opposite has happened – but with the same effect. Life has been so kind [recently] that I can’t help but appreciate His providence and feel compelled to become a better person… to try to be worthy of it.

Of course, this may just be a high. Like when you go to a retreat, so hindi ako magsasalita ng tapos, but right now, this very moment, it’s crystal clear what I want to do… I just hope it stays that way for my sake, and the sake of everyone else around me.

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