{"id":746,"date":"2008-09-07T11:32:05","date_gmt":"2008-09-07T03:32:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nargalzius.com\/blog2\/http:\/www.nargalzius.com\/blog2\/archives\/2008\/09\/2008_09_07_1132.php"},"modified":"2008-09-07T11:32:05","modified_gmt":"2008-09-07T03:32:05","slug":"when-divine-and-human-love-collide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/archives\/2008\/09\/07\/when-divine-and-human-love-collide","title":{"rendered":"When divine and human love collide"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know this isn&#8217;t really newsworthy, but I gotta tell you, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.telegraph.co.uk\/news\/newstopics\/howaboutthat\/2684415\/Man-holds-vigil-for-girlfriend-turned-nun.html\" title=\"view article\">stories like this<\/a> really break my heart. Anyone who really knows me, knows I have a <em>&#8220;pusong mamon&#8221;<\/em> when it comes to stuff like this. I [literally] have cried over shows\/movies that you never would have thought a person could cry over; it&#8217;s one of things about me that my friends and family make fun of.<\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;m going to just say it; after reading this, I fucking cried. I imagine being in that man&#8217;s shoes; being up against God  in that context &#8211; how do you win? How <em>could<\/em> you win?<\/p>\n<p>How could you even begin to be happy for the &#8220;happiness&#8221; of someone you love when in a situation like that? Losing someone that&#8217;s <em>directly tied<\/em> to your own happiness &#8211; It just seems so unfair even if it&#8217;s really not. How could God be such a dick and let stuff like this happen, right? When I think about the futility of it all, how could I <em>not<\/em> cry?<\/p>\n<p>I feel for you bro, I&#8217;m hoping against hope that God gives her back to you. Oh, and I can&#8217;t even begin to fathom how much it would suck if it turned out there wasn&#8217;t a God.<\/p>\n<p><em>(sniff)<\/em><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know this isn&#8217;t really newsworthy, but I gotta tell you, stories like this really break my heart. Anyone who really knows me, knows I have a &#8220;pusong mamon&#8221; when it comes to stuff like this. I [literally] have cried over shows\/movies that you never would have thought a person could cry over; it&#8217;s one &hellip; <p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/archives\/2008\/09\/07\/when-divine-and-human-love-collide\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;When divine and human love collide&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p><\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[4,5],"tags":[486,707],"class_list":["post-746","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general","category-internet","tag-god","tag-love"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/746","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=746"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/746\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=746"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=746"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=746"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}