{"id":573,"date":"2007-02-09T15:01:04","date_gmt":"2007-02-09T15:01:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nargalzius.com\/blog2\/http:\/www.nargalzius.com\/blog2\/archives\/2007\/02\/2007_02_09_2301.php"},"modified":"2017-02-08T05:34:19","modified_gmt":"2017-02-08T05:34:19","slug":"jaded","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/archives\/2007\/02\/09\/jaded","title":{"rendered":"Jaded"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s another song entitled &#8220;Jaded&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As usual, it&#8217;s already listed in the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nargalzius.com\/music\" title=\"visit music page\">music page<\/a> with the standard info, etc. You can also listen to it through this post.<\/p>\n<div align=\"center\">\n<!-- iframe plugin v.5.1 wordpress.org\/plugins\/iframe\/ -->\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player\/?url=https%3A\/\/api.soundcloud.com\/tracks\/134725537&#038;color=ff5500&#038;auto_play=false&#038;hide_related=false&#038;show_comments=true&#038;show_user=true&#038;show_reposts=false\" class=\"iframe-class\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/\/ --><!--more--><!-- \/\/ -->\n<blockquote>\n<h2>JADED<\/h2>\n<p>2005.04.04<br \/>\nCarlo Santos<br \/>\nTheme: Defeatist  <\/p>\n<p><em>I<\/em><br \/>\nYou hear the whispers people say out loud &#8211;<br \/>\nlike some dark and stormy cloud has fogged your mind.<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re saying that the beauty is in the rain&#8230;<br \/>\nbut it ain&#8217;t easy to explain your sacrifice.  <\/p>\n<p>Tell me, what&#8217;s wrong with me?<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen the dangers. And so many times I&#8217;ve lost the fights&#8230;<br \/>\nand now I find it&#8217;s the same as before.  <\/p>\n<p><em>CHORUS1<\/em><br \/>\nWhy am I back? Already been through this door.<br \/>\nI try to squint, but just can&#8217;t see anymore.<br \/>\nWhen faced with pain, no matter what&#8217;s wrong or right:<br \/>\nnever let your guard down &#8211; &#8216;cuz it just ain&#8217;t worth the fight.  <\/p>\n<p><em>II<\/em><br \/>\nEven when the world came crashing down,<br \/>\nI never fell flat on the ground, nor dropped the ball.<br \/>\nBut then I trip on something so profound;<br \/>\ngives my emotions the runaround&#8230; I start to fall.  <\/p>\n<p>Tell me, what&#8217;s wrong with me?<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen the future through these jaded eyes.<br \/>\nStill, I try to jump and fly&#8230; then come crashing down.  <\/p>\n<p><em>CHORUS2<\/em><br \/>\nWhy am I thinking &#8211; that this madness sounds so &#8220;sane?&#8221;<br \/>\nWhy am I always sinking, when trying to play their game?<br \/>\nI should&#8217;ve realized I&#8217;m all alone.<br \/>\nThink I&#8217;ll keep my guard up &#8211; cuz I&#8217;m so damn far from home.  <\/p>\n<p><em>INSTRUMENTAL<\/em>  <\/p>\n<p><em>III<\/em><br \/>\nTell me, what&#8217;s there for me?<br \/>\nCuz I&#8217;ve struggled with the constant pain and fights &#8211; all my life,<br \/>\nI&#8217;m so goddamned tired!<br \/>\n<em>&#8230;so damn tired.<\/em>  <\/p>\n<p><em>OUTRO<\/em><br \/>\nWhy can&#8217;t I just run away from it all.<br \/>\nI try to get back what I&#8217;ve lost; the trust in life before my fall,<br \/>\nAll is said and done; there ain&#8217;t nowhere else to run.<br \/>\nCan&#8217;t help but see the world through the setting of her sun.  <\/p>\n<p>When faced with pain, no matter what&#8217;s wrong or who&#8217;s right:<br \/>\nnever let your guard down &#8211; &#8216;cuz it just ain&#8217;t worth the fight.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s another song entitled &#8220;Jaded&#8221; As usual, it&#8217;s already listed in the music page with the standard info, etc. You can also listen to it through this post.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[7,8],"tags":[220,622,754,803],"class_list":["post-573","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-media","category-music","tag-carlo-santos","tag-jaded","tag-media","tag-music"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=573"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1596,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/573\/revisions\/1596"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=573"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=573"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nargalzius.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}